I hope it works out for you, Emily.
Last year was my first skip by personal choice (ill once before).
Some were happy to see me, others not so much. Although properly attired, I had (and still have) a beard and very long hair. While their not saying so, my family seemed embarrassed when I used to attend regularly, and I don't want to cause them stress. My grooming is an outward mark of defiance, in their point of view. Mine? I'm just a delayed hippie.
Besides the above, I may be invited to the Hall but never into the home of a JW, including family.
Best Wishes.